"And though I have done many shameful things, I am not ashamed of who I am. I am not ashamed of who I am because I know who I am. I have tried to rip myself open and expose everything inside - accepting my weaknesses and strengths - not trying to be anyone else. ‘Cause that never works, does it? So my challenge is to be authentic. And I believe I am today. I believe I am."

Anonymous asked: How have you been honey?

ummm. well this is something of a trick question. because if you catch me at the right moments Im peachy-keen, and nothing can break me down. And then at other times, I feel like the only thing left for me to do is cry out every last tear I can, give up on myself, and go back to using. Right now? Hungry…

They say to follow your heart.

But what if everything my heart desires is wrong…

“I….have NO talent. Mr Tentacles has ALL the talent.”